and today i choose, instead, to continue having a nice relaxing weekend. i got promoted last week. one of the producers told me "everyone loves you. you're doing a great job." which i took to mean that i could stop busting my ass and start spending my days doing personal stuff.

i'm sitting here at my desk trying to create the illusion that i'm working on a television show. but actually i'm working on my usc application essay. i can finally see my way through this fucking thing; the current draft still sucks, but it sucks in a whole new, exciting way.

this essay is going to be finished today.