this posting could make some of you sick.

what you are about to read could make you nauseated.

don't say you weren't warned.

i don't remember being this happy with a boy.

there was a period of four weeks with the canadian ex that were pretty great. maybe this is the same. but it feels different. i'm four years older. i think experience has helped me handle the freefall feelings a little better this time around (i.e. there won't be any uncontrollable sobbing about how happy he makes me).

he's just too cute and too sweet and too kind and smart. he's had his heart broken just as much as i have. we're at the same point in our lives... seem to want the same things.

okay, it's only been 7-1/2 weeks. and we had a minor snafu that really makes it 6-1/2 weeks.

but things have never been better. for us. for me. and even if it doesn't work out, at least i know i'm still capable of feeling this way.