These Dreams
I should be in the library right now, but I was there until 10:00 last night working on a problem that I still haven't solved. I'm not too excited to go back and jump into the same confusion.
I woke up this morning feeling amazing. Then I realized it was because in my dreams last night someone handed me a paycheck. I spent the rest of the dream reminding myself to deposit it so that my July bills would be covered. Sadly, that dreamtime money didn't cross over with me when I woke up.
The anxiety over never getting a paycheck when I'm working so hard is more intense than I thought it would be. I thought I was prepared to be poor, but apparently I wasn't.
It could be worse, though. Drew woke up and said "I had a nightmare. I dreamed I was taking a physics class."
At least I didn't dream about that unsolved problem.
I woke up this morning feeling amazing. Then I realized it was because in my dreams last night someone handed me a paycheck. I spent the rest of the dream reminding myself to deposit it so that my July bills would be covered. Sadly, that dreamtime money didn't cross over with me when I woke up.
The anxiety over never getting a paycheck when I'm working so hard is more intense than I thought it would be. I thought I was prepared to be poor, but apparently I wasn't.
It could be worse, though. Drew woke up and said "I had a nightmare. I dreamed I was taking a physics class."
At least I didn't dream about that unsolved problem.
Labels: Drew, Money, Postbacc Program
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